Thursday, May 29, 2008
It's my off day today.
My lil sis Faizah came at abt 8.30am.. Talked n stuff.. showed her my luggage bag which she intended to borrow for her school trip to Sabah in June. She then left at 9.30am to attend lesson at school.
Kakak and azrul came later at abt 12+.. taught her how to edit pics using "picnik" website and doing collages using shutterfly studio. Had a karaoke session with azrul and basically laze around the whole day...
Yesterday i broke my personal record. I reached office at 7.15am and left at 12am. That's almost 17 solid hours! It's not for fun ok... had so much back-logs.. especially the transaction moitorings which everyone loathes. haiz..... Enuff about work.
I'm kind of looking forward and not looking forward to this weekend. i'm divided. hehe.
I'm looking forward to it cos that's when my mum's side will be gathering to rewang for a wedding. It's been sometime since we do this kind of thing.. and i'm kind of not looking forward to it bcos it will be very tiring. Super tiring. hmmm.... but i shall put all the negative thoughts aside and try to enjoy myself doing the chores.
Anyway, would like to take this chance to congratulate my bestie, Aiz, for getting the CCPE job.. U are now officially employed... Yeay! expecting a treat soon... after the 1st paycheck okie? hahaha.... joking... Nwae, all the best ya! **hugs**
Ok, i need to get some sleep now. Nite nite people....
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10:35 PM
Saturday, May 24, 2008
Last evening Din, Humaira, Hubby n Me went for a swim at Home Team NS @ Canberra Rd. It was my first time there and the pool is about the same as the one @ Wdlands Swimming Complex. But, this pool is even deeper.... @ 3metres. Well, the centre of the pool is 1.7m and towards the end is 3m.. Gosh... it's that deep. So initially we stayed at the other end which is 1.2m. The guys did their laps and left me and humaira.. Once both me and her is more confident, we swam towards the end.. while staying as close as possible to the side of the pool; just in case we need to grab and rest before we head to the deep end where the guys were.
It was sooooo fun... since it's been quite sometime since i last swam. So yeah, we swam till about 8.15pm then me n her decided to use the steam room and the jacuzzi... But then, somehow our locker key slipped thru the gap between the jacuzzi and the wall. We asked the receptionist for help but to our suprise, he said there isnt a spare key. And we have to wait till 9pm where they will pull the jacuzzi and get the key. So we had no choice but to wait, wait n wait. While humaira has no mood to continue swimming i took the chance to dip in again... heehe.... i like swimming...
Then @ 9pm, the guy came over and asked us to try the other key he has. I tried n it opened! Guess what he said? "Actually tadi boleh, sengaja tak kasi tadi..." wahlau.... we got soooo angry lor... And so after we showered and all, humaira went over to say thanks and asked for his name. Little did that guy know that she actually intended to write-in a complaint. haha.... well, too bad dude. We were so famished by then and headed to woodlands road for dinner and went home after that.
Woke up @ 9am this morning.. nothing much to do except for the tons of laundry. haiz..... So bored after that and i start karaoke-ing alone... haha... and now im posting this cos i'm too lazy to sing.. hmmm... meeting Nozie n Rad later to go for Cik Mon's daughter wedding @ Bkt Panjang... In the mean time im just lazing around.... Tomorrow i'm on 9am duty at work sey... which means i only finish at 6.30pm. On a SUNDAY. dammit.
Okie then.... have fun people.... =)
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11:13 AM
Friday, May 23, 2008
I'm @ home now. The massage session has finally ended. Woah... and i was proud of myself that this time round i neither shout nor cry of pain.. A major achievement... haha.. or MAYBE the tukang urut did not massage as hard as the first and second time. Oh well. So glad its over.
Which means i am $230 poorer. Haaa.... no no.. i shall say it's for my own good. Yes, positive thinking.
Im in the mood to update pics... so here it goes...

Huda, Nozie n Me.. waiting for or food (Made with Love @ Plaza Singapura..) 17May.
My drink... Rambutan something... Nice...!
The food... Spaghetti with Chicken Teriyaki.. So delicious!
Next... desserts @ Secret Recipe.. My all time fave.. Choc Banana cake.
Apul's sis wedding.. Huda, Nozie, Aiz, Me, Lin .. 18May.
Us with the pengantin.. Congrats kak Aisyah.. May u have a blessed marriage life.
Happy cos i got the cupcake...! hehe. Jgn jealous nozie, aiz...
The once 3 gorgeous anak dara.. n now.. 3 gorgeous wives.... =)
Me n Nozie... @ Marina Sq bowling... 19May.
The guys - Ayan, Apul, Kid. We were never bored with u guys arnd..
Sheesha session @ Haji Lane...
I don't smoke but i guess sheesha-ing once in awhile is ok... =P
Our tired faces.. @ the peak of the pyramid at West Coast Park. Pic taken by Apul.
That's all for now... Have a great weekend all.... Take care.
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10:09 AM
Thursday, May 22, 2008
Hello... i know it's kinda outdated but i really really wanna blog about the outing on Vesak Day.
Ok... so i was the ONLY one who was early. Was suppose to meet up the rest @ 10am.
However, the others were all late and i had to be like a mother to wake them all up.
Haha... due to some reasons which i need not elaborate, i need to make it up to Ayan.. so i agreed to meet him at his void deck before walking to Apul's block..
As the rest were still not there yet, we decided to have breakfast @ 888 and shortly met with Nozie and Kid who joined us. Then, only at 12pm, Apul finally woke up and met us too.
Initial plan was to go fishing, but too bad, we were all too overdressed for that. So we headed down to Marina Square for bowling session. It was great! My lucky star was shining, so i didnt do too bad that day... Nozie and Ayan had to treat us to sheesha as they were the bottom 2..
So anyway, went to Haji Lane for a sheesha session.. Huda n hubby joined us later. By the way, something happened *ehemehem* but i think better not blog about it.. Shall not disclose what happened cos that person has warned all of us not to mention about this. Haha...
Then, there was the West Coast Park adventure.... we were all sooo sooo deprived of childhood!
Damn... we has such a great time... climbing the rope pyramid till we reached the top.. then we played a game where we were spinned and get all dizzy before we compete who manage to walk over and grab the bottle which was placed quite a distant away. Well, it was sooooo funny and terrifying. My God... i was shouting like nobody's business as i was spinning away... it felt like i was going to be flung off from that thing... thank you for saving me, Ayan. haha.. As i was too terrified, i couldnt even get off and stayed on that thing till i was not dizzy anymore. hahaha....
Sorry nozie, huda, if i disappoint you. Wasn't intentional, but i was really that terrified. ok, enuff.
We had such a great great time.... Can we get together again soon? Please, please....
And Aiz, dont miss out on this the next time round, yeah? heeee.....
Right. So i had only 4hrs to sleep before i finally go back to work on Tuesday... after 2wks being away. Came back and was swarmed with 300 over emails. Dammit. Took so much time just to clear 'em... and i had 3 new staff who joined the team.. So it has been such a busy week for me.
Thus, i had no time to update earlier...
Tomorrow is my off day. Soooo not looking forward to tomorrow cos i have the massage session which i postponed last week. It was supposed to be last Saturday, but i couldn't make it... so, it's set for tomorrow instead. Oh God, please protect me.... wish me luck people... haha....
Hmmm... i think that's enough for now... ey, wait... Congratulations to David Cook for being the new American Idol!!! wooooohoooo..... You will always be My baby, DC....
Good night all... Till the next time... Toodles.
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10:37 PM
Monday, May 19, 2008
Had soooo much fun meeting the ex-schmates.... Updated each other on what's happening in our lives.. Reminisced the past... bla bla bla.... it was VERY fun.
Photos later. Too tired to upload.
Anyway, i just realized my blogspot blog (
http://www.dilafadhilah.blogspot.com/) gets auto-updated to the Multiply site too.... Cool. hehe. Hello to my frens @ Multiply.... *smiles n waves*.
Oh, by the way after the wedding, the girls (me, nozie, huda, aiz and lin) went to CashStudio.. what else, karaoke laa..... Waaahh..... it's like the first time all 5 of us did this together. Previously was only me, nozie and aiz je... To summarise, we had too much fun today. Cant be more happier to finally be together after 5 years! Heeee.....
Ok-ok.... i'm soooo sleepy now. Maybe going picnick-ing and fishing with them tomorrow. See how la... Till then. Adios people.....
P/s: Actually that day nozie wasnt missing... she just decided to get-away n have some precious time alone... It's ok nozie.. we understand. But we got too worried for u... sorry darl!
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12:36 AM
Saturday, May 17, 2008
Its 4am now.. and i cant even sleep a blink. All thanks to Nozie for being m.i.s.s.i.ng!
I have been trying for the umpteenth time to call her..but what i hear is: "StarHub is unable to get a response from our customer's mobile phone. Please try again later."
This is so irritating. No wonder she did not reply my sms-es yesterday noon. And i have been trying and trying and trying and still tried calling her. Even until now i still hear the same thing as above. Did ask Aiz earlier if nozie has ctctd her, bt she said no... And we both agreed this is sooo not azsimah a.k.a Nozie.
To what we know, her mobile phone is always switched on even when she is asleep. And it will be placed under her pillow. And she will go online when she's @ work... but she didnt today. And so i am worried. Very worried that i think i am panicking. I dont care if i'm over-reacting and i did flood her webbie's tagboard.
Aiz n i agreed if we do not hear from her latest by noon today.. i am soooo gonna call her mum. But i really hope her mum did not change her number... else i wouldnt know wat to do, except to file for a Missing Person report...
Ok. before i get more dark circles beneath my eyes, i better go get some sleep. I need energy later for nozie-hunting-till-we-find-her.
P/s: Nozieeee.... u owe me big time......
~Peace Out.
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4:08 AM
Friday, May 16, 2008
I was in the mood to change my blogskin... and the picture.. and to add music.
Been working on this for the past 3hrs.. haha. Yeah, that's why i seldom change the skin and all.
I'm so fickle-minded when it comes to this.. but i finally decided on this skin.
Have been thinking to add music too. And so i did. Thanks to imeem.
Was initially contemplating between Ayat-ayat cinta, I'm yours and Better in time. Thought over it and decided on Better in time by Leona Lewis. Have fun listening... =)
No plans for today. So not looking forward to tomorrow.... i dreaded the yet again, traditional massage session. hmmmmph. Ask me why and i'll tell you... haha. To those who has never ever done this in their whole entire life, listen up, especially to the ladies.... who intends to have kids.
This urut is soooo very painful. I'm not ashamed to say this, but i shouted and cried. The tukang urut will just ignore you and continue to massage. I felt like giving up but i know that the massage is for my own good. So, i had to endure the pain while weeping away.... But of course, the after-effect is good... You will feel lighter and better.. And you will ignore the blue-black marks left on your body.. really.
On a happier note, i'm so looking forward to sunday... where i will meet with my ex-schmates. It's always happy when we get together after such a long time. What with our busy schedules and living our own life.. So anyway, we will be meeting at Zaiful's sister wedding... How i wish i could skip saturday and forward to sunday instead.. haha.. wishful thinking. ok, enough.
As for today... hmm... maybe i'll go out for a breather in a while.. cooped up myself at home yesterday... so maybe i'll do some grocery shopping later.. my goodness, i've not even had my breakfast today and its already half past 1 at noon. tsk tsk.
Alright, i better go grab some food now. Till then. Bye for now!
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1:09 PM
Thursday, May 15, 2008
Dear Diary,
I was thrilled when i found myself pregnant sometime in April. Was so excited... i was finally going to be a mother. To finally be an umi which i always dreamt about. I didnt quite mind if it was a boy or a girl. So long as my child is in good health and has no deformity... i am thankful.
Went to the clinic to get a confirmation and 1st it showed faint positive. So the doctor told me to come back a week later. Tested again the 2nd time and it really showed positive. Yay-ness!!!
I felt relieved and soooo glad. I can finally answer the question which people frequently asked me; "Bile nak dapat anak? Jangan lambat-lambat tau...."
Being married for more than 6mths, i start to face the same question which i dreaded to answer.
How am i suppose to know when i will conceive? Yes, having an intercourse is one thing, but it does not guarantee a pregnancy. I've met couples who are still child-less even after more than 5yrs of marriage... so, why do people add more pressure by asking such question which i really have no answer to it?
So anyway, i really wanted this soooo badly. So, when i knew its finally happening to me, i can never describe how excited both hubby and i was. We were on the brim of happiness that we never could expect what's in store for us.
05May - I woke up to see some bleeding. I guessed it could be just 'spotting'.. Which i've read is quite normal. So i went to work and later found out its no longer spotting... but bleeding. Trying not to panic, i went to a colleague of mine who's in the 3rd trimester of her 2nd pregnancy and sought advice from her. So i took half-day to go KK Hospital. Not wanting to alarm my mother-in-law, i called my elder sister instead who accompanied me there. Did urine test and scan. I was shocked when the doc said there was no baby and i was having my menses. Wat the heck??!! How could that be possible? So when i told him i was confirmed pregnant, he said maybe the tests were faulty. I was word-less. Felt lost and i couldnt believe what he said. I think my elder sis was also shocked and puzzled. I was so disappointed.
06May - Having told mum-in-law, she accompanied me to the GP i went for my pregnancy tests. The doc was also shocked when i told him of my encounter at KKH the day before. He was sure the tests were not faulty and said it could be miscarriage instead. So, he recommended me to seek for a 2nd opinion at Thomson Medical Centre. Off we went... to find an answer.
Met Dr Caroline Khi and did tests again.. even did blood test to confirm on the findings... And yes, she confirmed it was a miscarriage. Fine. At least i know. It was definitely not easy accepting.. but do i have a choice? I was on an emotional roller coaster ride. Yes, it was tough. And i was unprepared for such things to happen.
Anyway, then i stayed 1whole week at my in-laws cos my mum-in-law looked after me.. Alot of Dos and Donts... Pantang, in malay. It was really not easy... but alhamdulillah.. with the support of my family and frens... i felt better. Mum, dad, nozie, aiz and rad came to visit... So sweet and thoughtul of them... Brought me stuff to keep me occupied..
Thank u all.... i cant thank enough for the care, concern and support given.
I LOVE YOU...!!!
So now i'm back at my own home... it's weird, but i missed my own home. My own bed. hehe...
Yesterday huda came by with her 1st son... its like finally she comes to my house... chatted and all... Little did i know she has had her own share of such experience as well... Thanks for the berry essence!
Ok, so now that i am much better, i think i pulled thru this and i feel stronger... not that physically strong... but mentally and emotionally. Yes, definitely.
Went to watch Ayat-ayat Cinta yesterday with hubby... n i loved it! Two thumbs up..... Now i know why my elder sister loves Egypt soooo much when she studied there. N masyaAllah... i now realised the beauty of Arabic language...... it's so fine, unlike our malay language. Hehe.
Right. I need to go now. I really think i need to update more often. Sorry to be on such a long hiatus. I'll be back soon.
With Lots of love,
Yours Truly.
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11:38 AM