Thursday, March 29, 2007
FAILED. Yes, i F-A-I-L-E-D my driving test yet again.
I cant re-book for my next TP due my FTT expires in April and obviously there are no openings for driving test in April. Total disappointment i can say.
Which means i have to re-take my FTT and pass that 1st, b4 booking for my next TP.
Looking bck that i have wasted 1 full year after passing my FTT and missed my 1st supposed-to-be TP at Ubi, and now... i've lost it all. I L-O-S-T.
I saw the signs, yet i refuse to lose faith.. i told myself to give my best shot though unwanted things happened few days and today b4 my TP.. some of it are:
1) i had the 'time-of-the-mth' for women
= cant perform my solat hajat which i normally do when i'm faced with challenges
2) i was suppose to start pract at 6.30am today so that i can make it to BBDC by 7am to warm-up in circuit. but my dear instructor had to be LATE!
= i ended up with only 30mins in circuit. i cant believe after 3 MONTHS (last TP in Dec'06) of NOT doing the S-course and Crank course and watevernots found in the circuit, i had ONLY 30 MINUTES to refresh and practice b4 test.
Aniwae.... like it or not.. want or dont want.. i have to accept reality. this is a fact.
I failed.
No matter how much i rant. no matter how much i tink of it. no matter what i blame on.
I failed.
I was tinking thru... how i screwed my chance today... but some1 said " u cant always have everything u want dila... it takes time u noe..." those words stung my head and i suddenly realised... i had TWO BIG things i wanted in life : a HUBBY who loves me and our own HOME.
oh ya... we have confirmed our own home @ Admiralty.. InsyaAllah will get the keys by July.. soooo excited sey.... I'm just turning 21, yet i have taken TWO big steps in my life. Alhamdulillah.. Gracious to Allah..
With that, i finally sorted it out... to just take it ez for now... i will still sit for my FTT on 29May2007. then we shall see wat to do next.... i cant turn bck and give up... i've put in so much effort and $$ for this... no way will i back out before i pass.
-OK, enuff-
For now, i need my pillows and bed... Good nite people!
♥ Yet Another Butterfly Landed @ 10:45 PM
Saturday, March 24, 2007
Just came bck frm JB.. went with mum and dad to send baju for tailoring.. this year is an exception for me cos i HAVE to tailor ALOT of baju bcos of the "sembah-sembah" after my wedding recep. For those who dont have an idea wat i'm talking abt, "sembah-sembah" is the usual practice for malay newly weds who visit relatives house after their wedding. This is done after the photos of the wedding is ready. DONT ask me the exact purpose why we have to do that cos i really got no clue either. It's just the tradition.Anyway, for the record, i sent 4 baju for tailor and mum will sew 1 more for me. Fortunately, i tink i will only have to do the sembah-sembah during raya period this year... Which means, the baju i tailor for "sembah-sembah" is also meant as baju raya... heeee... lucky me..
The fabric costed me abt S$1000 in total. and of cos that excludes the tailoring fee.
Phewwww.....~~ once in a lifetime la katakan.... haha.
Today the housing agent confirmed house viewing again for tonite... i'm soo excited!
wait, not juz me... my dear lil bro wants to tag along too! (adek, macam ko paham jer)...
Last wednesday he wanted to tag too.. but mum said NO to him.. n as usual.. end up sulking.
Anyways, gotta go now already... nothing much to update.. n mum's nagging me to clean the house.. hmmph.
Till i blog again.......... tata~~~
♥ Yet Another Butterfly Landed @ 5:49 PM
Friday, March 23, 2007
Ok.. so i feel like a NORMAL human being now.
Enuff of rotating shift. Enuff of those irregular sleep.
I've bounced bck to a normal ofc hour working life.... yipppeee!!!Enuff of rotating shift. Enuff of those irregular sleep.
N no more lateness to work! cos i'll be following my dad till Paya Lebar where he drops me off at a bustop near his workplace and frm there i need to take bus 24 to the doorstep of my workplace. Thanks to dad, i reach ofc at 7.40am when i only start work at 8.30am tiz week. hehe... which means i've got time to have breakfast.. some light stuff to eat plus a cup of hot milo. N not only dat... i've got time to get "massaged" before starting work too! -look at pic below to undrstnd wat i'm talking abt.
Today i re-arranged the position of my PC in ofc.. to get better "feng shui". haha... well.. not really, but i wanted to feel comfortable when working.. my workstation is almost complete now... checklist of things that i've brought to ofc:
1) TWO pillows to support my back.
2) My own mirror. ( to know who's walking bhind me)
3) My own tissue box.
4) My own waste paper basket.
5) Photos of me & hubby (stick to my desk.. with the purpose of cheering me up when i feel irritated or angry with customers)
6) My own set of stationaries
Well, more than that actually.... but too lazy to write all.. heh.
Niway, last Wednesday we had 1st appointment with Uncle Zaini, the housing agent..
My mum, me n hubby went to view 3 houses. We preferred the 1st one due to its location and accessibility. It's just 2 traffic lights away frm my parents home now. But we didnt want to rush and make decision yet.. We've agreed to view a couple more houses first before choosing which one. Suddenly i start to feel the responsibility... my goodnes... but it feels good to know we are getting our own home. Anyway, hopefully we make the right decision.. InsyaAllah.
Well, enuff for now... begin to yawn like no one biz already.
Some photo updates. Till i blog again...... bye!!!
me , myself and i.
the comfy massage chair... wheeeee................................
the latest movie i watched with hubby.. the story touched my soul.. 2 thumbs up!
US... we were bz taking photos when ppl were bz eating at zuraidah's kenduri.. haha~
me @ work.. this is b4 i "renovated" my workstation.
my team leader and colleague.. Sophie & Ayu.. they r part of the reason y i njoyed work...
♥ Yet Another Butterfly Landed @ 11:59 PM
Thursday, March 15, 2007
Updates!
-Im finally converting to the day shift.. after much complaining why our dept has got no day shift while non-voice dept has.
-So it's either 8am-5.30pm or 8.30am-6pm. Saturday n Sunday off. Only need to come back one saturday in a mth. Yey-ness!
-And this means i wont have to work such odd hours like wat i'm doing now.. 3pm-1am / 9.45am-7.45pm / 11.30am-9.30pm. ENUFF of all dat.
-Which also means the hubby will still be awake when i finish work.. haha. *no more excuses*
-Good news is, my colleagues (Gwen & Ayu) who's getting hitched within 12mths tym are planning to start our gym routine soon! and ya.. just next to our wrkplc.. mcm gini la baru gerek.. ade teman nak lose weight... *hehehe*
-Congrats to Siti Aminah Bte Ponang (an ex-neighbour & childhood fren since i was 8yrs old) who just got hitched on 11 March 2007 with her dearest Rohaizan.
-Congrats to Norhilyati Bte Mohd Yatim who also got hitched on the same day.. 11.03.07.. sorry couldnt make it to ur majlis..
** Wishing both couples an everlasting marital bliss, InsyaAllah..***
-I finally had time and figured out to upload my so-long-due pics which i took but lazy to upload. haha.... so... till then... i'll let the pics do the talking... BYE!
The activity i had with the in-laws after getting married... Sentosa outing on CNY.
N yes.. brought adik along.. his 1st tym to Sentosa.. credits to me... have fun adik!
The sandals competition.. guess who's who? **haha** on our way in the Sentosa Express.
The beach tram ride.Kulshan (his adik sedare) n Me.. n i realised i didnt take a single pic with hubby. *hmm*
Mom! look wat i've done to adik's face! hehe.. i helped him cos he got sunburnt.. so nice of me.
My bestie... Nozie N Me. @ Pizza Hut causeway pt. My treat cos i asked her to teman me.
Nozie, i dun care that u threaten me if i post this pic here.. Bluekz! -she was happily looking at my pics in my hp when i took this.. **haha, caught u! niwae i loike ur permed hair babe**
My dear childhood fren who got hitched... Congratz Siti...
Dad and his son. @ Siti's majlis... adik is still botak... *BOO*
On the day i bought the new digi cam.. in the shop. this is a test shot.
2 days after legally being his wife.. we LOVE taking photos... haha.... **Love U**
Karaoke session with the boys. After buying the digi cam... **i'm happy**
Din wanted us to pose, but hubby was sooo into singing.. join Anugerah lah.. i'll support u. *heh*
Look @ dat. No, not him.. the watch. it cost me almoz 300 bucks.. phew!
*****Ok ppl, dats all for now... I gotta grab lunch and go work.. BYE*****
♥ Yet Another Butterfly Landed @ 12:20 PM
Thursday, March 8, 2007
Ok.. n so i've not been blogging for the past few days..
Its just tiring.. so damn bloody tiring..
Energy drained. Brain juice dried.
That sounds real pathetic rite?? oh wells...
Work have been ok-ok.. but having more and more escalated cases.. which equals to headache for me.
To the extent that some members need to be given service recovery due to service lapse from customer service ppl. hmmph. i shall not continue to rant abt work. too tired as it is.
Im starting to go for driving practs again.. n yes, finally rite? haha...
juz bcos the upcoming TP is on 29Mar.. urghh... how i dread tinking how left bhind i am.
Radiyah passed her car license. Nozie passed her's too.
Radiyah passed her bike license. Ayu passed her bike license too.
Lay Puay (ex-schmate) passed her car license TODAY. -congrats girl!!
And wat abt me??? so much of passing FTT on 14 April 2005!
ppprrrffbbbttttt. i dunno whom/wat i should blame... whether it's due to my damn travel agent job previously which made me go 'missing' frm drvng practs n missed my 1st scheduled TP in Oct 2005. or should i blame myself for not disciplining myself?? haiz.
Anyways... i die die must pass this TP. i really hope to. spent thousands already i tink....
n my FTT gonna xpire on 14 Apr 2007!! tiz is sooooo stressful. ~enuff~
Today did OT.. suppose to be off day.. but came bck after pract to do 6hrs of OT..
yes.. working hard to earn xtra income... for my marriage xpenses...
tu lah... dulu tanak save $$ kan... ni la jadi nye.... haha. serve me rite!
K lah... till i blog again. itz 12am n im working morning tomoro.
Nite nite ppl.... mwwwaaaahh!!
♥ Yet Another Butterfly Landed @ 11:40 PM
Thursday, March 1, 2007
Hello there.. nothing much to update in here.. tomoro's another off day for me... so here's my schedule for tomoro:
1) Driving pract -like finally! after failing TP in dec'06
2) Visit to bonda's house... yippee.... miss u many2 bonda!
The reason why it looks like nothing much planned is bcos when i go to bonda's house, i juz wont get out frm there early. we will eat, watch tv, chat, or even bake! there are loads to do at her house... actualy she's like a god-mother.. since she has no children of her own, so she treated radiyah, me and some others like her own. On my soleminzation day, she came with 4 Cake Marble and home-made apam cakes. Thank u bonda n baba!! lup u many2!!
Anyways got my shift schedule for the mth of March today... like finally oso! hmm.... n we notice that we have alot of weekends off... wheeeeee!! double happiness.
Ok.. i'm yawning like nobody's business already. nite nite!!!! zzzzzzZZZZZZZZzzzzzzzzzzzz
♥ Yet Another Butterfly Landed @ 11:43 PM
