Sunday, January 28, 2007
its A-L-I-V-E! wheeeeeee~~~
So happy n thankful it's not dead yet.. haha.
We had a fantabulous time taking pics..
Went home n wanted to upload the pics, but my cam had to "kiss the floor" yet again!
Urrrgghhhhhhh..... damnit damnit damnit!
I'm so angry @ myself.
Maybe it's a wake-up call.
To really get myself a new dgcam SOON(hint hint to the fiance).
We'll see....
Chatted wif elder sis when she coincidentally went online last nite. Told her abt the SIA KrisFlyer mmbrship thingy.. Asked her to enrol herself for that cos she'll b flying SIA again later this year. But i dunno what happened n she couldnt see the enrolment form online. So i had to enrol for her n stuff...
Only turned off the PC @ 1am. Helped mother to blend the things needed for cooking "achar". Someone ordered food for their open house.. so obviously i had to help.
Finished blending n went to sleep @ 2am.
Woke up after only 4hrs of sleep. No... it's not even sleeping.. i tink it's just a nap.
And so after morning prayers, had to continue helping mum. Made 150 kuih bakar lauk... so tiring..
Slept on an empty stomach cos i was too too too tired. Didnt have dinner last nite.. Woke up @ 2pm like a hungry ghost. Haha.. Was damn hungry and after eating, i thought of taking 2nd helpings. But wait..... i suddenly rmmbered dat i better not. I'm afraid what if i was unable to wear my wedding costumes... Hahaa... so i let go of the idea n chew on an apple instead.
Counting down.. it's 13 days left to my BIG DAY!
Some people already started calling me "pengantin" n some keep asking me what it feels like...
Some asked if everything is prepared.. some asked the colours of my wedding costumes..
So the kecoh... but i'm enjoying this every moment.
At this very moment, the hubby-2-be is upset with ME.
I just dont know why... whenever i feel frustrated, i vent my anger at him.
I always talk almost rudely to him. I seldom call him sayang anymore..
Its like i'm losing all the respect i have for him all this while..
I dont understand what's wrong with me. I feel so guilty, yet i make him upset time n again.
When he makes a mistake, almost immediately after realising, he'll ask for my forgiveness.
But suddenly out of nowhere i have this BIG EGO to even say sorry when i've wronged him.
Sorry seems to be the hardest word for me. for now.
It seems so different of me. I used to be the one who pours out my heart easily.
And now i find it hard to even share my probs with him.
I always hear people say that, as the day to the wedding gets nearer, the couple tend to face more troubles/problems. I dunno how true dat is.. but maybe it's the result of being stress?
Hmm... i really got no idea. i just pray dat i'll change.. i still love him more than ever.
And that hasnt changed. it's just me. i'm the problematic one. i'll try harder to be nice.
No... i WILL be.
Wokay peepz.... time out.. need to go wash up n have dinner. Then i wanna watch the game btwn S'pore and M'sia. I hope S'pore wins.... Go beat 'em boys!!
Oh yeah, b4 i go... here r some visuals for today.... woooots!
The Batch 10 Gang... love u guys!!
Morgan n Me.... lalala....
Dennis n me.. the 'siblings' in white... Nice!
Feat: Siti,Dila,Yani,Rose & Morgan
The sweetie & cutie = Ivy + Dila
Gurlz RULE! Faizah,Rose,Erwina,Dila (the 4 dara)
Pink Panthers on the run! *Rose*Dila*Has*
♥ Yet Another Butterfly Landed @ 10:42 AM
Saturday, January 27, 2007
NEW updates
1) 2nd week of training is getting more fun. haha..
2) We've learnt all sorts of functions n tools for redemption booking...
3) All of us r getting closer each day... it's just so F-U-N!
4) I get to mingle arnd with ppl frm Korea, Philippines, Thailand and France.
5) Officially the whole of batch 10 knows i'm getting married in 14 days! haha...
6) I no longer take 168 to work.. i take train to Kembangan n then any bus to my workplace wich is 2 bustops away frm Kembangan MRT.
7) I passed my MARMS test: 90/100 (CONGRATS to me)
8) I'll be sitting for another test on Monday.
9) I've chosen the baju for nikah. 1st baju is cream color.. 2nd is songket hitam n grey.. NICE!
10) I've bought the Lucieno silver with diamond slip-ons for my nikah which costed me $70.
11) Dennis Paul Cabezas Ligsay has become my god-brother n he insisted that he come for my nikah.. haha!
Oh well.... i cant tink of anything else to blog as for now. heee....
Till i tink of sumting to write.... bye!
♥ Yet Another Butterfly Landed @ 12:37 AM
Sunday, January 21, 2007
Selamat Tahun Baru to all Muslimin n Muslimat...
Like i've mentioned for the umpteenth time.. It's a brand new year...
A starting of a brand new phase for me too... Shall not go into dat since i've been mentioning it dozen times..
Anyways, today went to arab street to meet the fiance and the parents in law-to-be.
Suppose to meet by 12 @ the mrt.. but they were late.. the fiance msg-ed me to meet them infrnt of Masjid Sultan instead, cos they took cab frm home... so ok, i walked alone n once there, i saw 2 M'sia tourist bus parked opposite Zam Zam restaurant. Got kinda excited cos i knew both drivers from my previous job @ Transinex (during tour-leading).. Wanted to go meet them cos it's been long since we met... But then, to my disappointment, both drivers were not there... they must have been wondering somewhere or eating somewhere... wanted to call, but their numbers are @ home.. and so i gave up... and continued to wait for the fiance. 15mins later, like finally they arrived. n so we made our way to the fabric shops..
Went in to the 1st shop n didnt like the fabrics there....
Went into the 2nd shop, nothing much too...
Went into the 3rd shop n found sumting i liked... but not suitable for me... the 1 i really liked and suited me cost $100 per metre.. and so i had to let it go cos it's over budget for the fiance....
Went into the 4th shop. looked around... found the fabric i liked.. which cost $120 per metre. and so u guessed it right, i let it go... so disappointed... n i think it showed on my face, bcos the soon-to-be mother in-law came to me and said "Dila suke yg biru tu eh?" and i replied "Ah2.. tapi mahal sgt.. 1 metre $120, 4 metre dah $480 seh... tak pe ar, dila tgk yg lain je...."
Hehe.... but after 15mins of looking @ more lace fabrics, i was still not satisfied.. to cut the story shorter, the soon-to-be mother in-law told the salesperson dat the fabric is for my wedding n wanted to bargain the price... n after rounds of bargaining, the last price is $430 for 4 metres with satin lining... and the fiance finally bought it for me. I pity him... this happens whenever the mother is arnd... she usually will ask him to buy me sumthing i like, though the price is high.. n i've NEVER bought fabric to make baju kebaya that exclusive n expensive... well of cos it is advantageous for me.. but i felt "kesian" with the fiance.
For him, i bought a matching blue shantong silk fabric. n it cost me only $26. Even the kain samping is cheap... $25.
Had lunch @ Banquet Raffles Hospital and off to woodlands....
Tomorrow noon appt @ Our Wedding Affairs... where we'll b choosing the baju for our nikah...
Kinda excited gitu.. haha....
I need sleep now.. till then......
♥ Yet Another Butterfly Landed @ 12:08 AM
Saturday, January 20, 2007
I realised i've not been blogging for this whole week... anyway... here are the long dued visuals.
Apologies for the late-ness.
Food ordered from Oishi Japanese Pizza (my farewell lunch @ SCV) Thanx guys!
What a feast... Yummy... everyone was hungry cos the pizza came late....
Secret Recipe treat by the fiance... 13012007
The indulgence... chicken lasagne, banana chocolate cake n another choc cake which i dun rmmbr it's name
Well, i still have a number of pix to post... but i'm too sleepy now... i need rest. till i blog again...
Adios peepz.
♥ Yet Another Butterfly Landed @ 12:35 AM
Friday, January 12, 2007
I've changed the skin.. i loike!
♥ Yet Another Butterfly Landed @ 3:58 PM
Monday, January 8, 2007
And so i had maggie mee for lunch today. whee~~~
Like it's been long since i ate maggie... muahaha...
Anyways, quite mad @ the mother. but wat to do.. want to blame her oso cannot.
Knew her too well dat she says tings like dat out of anger.
I cant b bothered but it hurts though. -enuff-
The fiance got a shock of his life. Credits to me. Heh..
I tink he was lost of words when i said i wanted the $500 baju.. hah!
Was juz joking n he took it seriously.. well.. maybe i did sound serious n convincing.
Poor thing.. i tink he got a headache.. he cant make the decision to buy it for me or not.
I went a lil' bit far n keep saying i want him to buy it for me. In the end, end up fighting.
Like wat the heck? hehe... like nothing else bttr to do.. but aniwaes, b4 the day ends, i apologised n said i wasnt serious.
hmm... i'm not a materialistic freak okay. i'm a person who gets contented wif life easily.
And so after the numerous apologies, he decided i was trying to be naughty. Ok, watever. But o'cos, i'm forgiven.
This week shall be my last @ StarHub Cable Vision (Ayer Rajah). I shall move on. Will update more once i'm on the new job..
I will miss the people at SCV. The lunchtime madness. The gossip session. The morning bus rush. everything.. n not forgetting the nice comfy pantry.
On a brighter note, life is a cycle one has to go thru. I will bring along the 3 A's which i learnt in school wherever i go : Accept, Adapt & Appreciate.
Cant continue to ramble.. back to work for now. Till then...
♥ Yet Another Butterfly Landed @ 1:26 PM
Wednesday, January 3, 2007
Morning peepz.. still feelin holiday mood. I tink i yawned a thousand times on the way to work today.
Yes, itz dat BAD. My goodness.. even aftr 4 days of slacking n cleaning, i'm still not re-charged.
Did i say cleaning? Yes i did. I cleaned my room which was being infested by ants. Credit to dearest granny.
The room started to have ants aftr she moved in. I'm so MAD. geram u know.. The room was almost in an upside-down condition.
Just bcos i let her have the room does not mean she can do anything she wants to it. She use the talcum powder n the table we shared is covered with dat.
So i had to clean the mess. Dad decided to remove the wastebasket from the room cos she has this habit of throwing used tissue papers in it.
I know it's ok.. but not for her. She's recovering frm TB (tuberculosis.. a.k.a infectious batuk kering). N obviously we do not want to endanger ourselves by letting her to spread the germs like dat. Back to my story... n ya.. so i was cleaning n found a couple of plastic bags with... USED TISSUE PAPERS in it. dammit.
Some ppl r just too stubborn n inconsiderate. I'm not saying this to bad mouth her, but no one can stand her. It's just so hard to deal with her.
Now dat she's staying @ my aunt's place, my cousins n aunt also started complaining to us dat they have trouble taking care of us.
1) Refuses to eat medicine. When we 'tegur', she gets angry n say things which is not nice.
2) Choosy in food. Example, doesnt like chicken. So when we cook fish, she say dont want to eat.
3) Unhygienic.
4) Loves complaining n tell things which are untrue. Example, my mum cooks everyday, but granny complained to other ppl dat there's no food @ home.
And so, dats how we describe her. There's more, but i guess.. let it b known btwn my family members je..
Anyway, luckily i had a long weekend to finally clean the room. Mum n dad happy to see the room's in order now. I'm contented too... Felt so fresh to be able to sleep last nite.. but didnt had a gd rest cos i fnished only @ 1am. hmmph.
I guess it was worth the effort. Furthermore there's only 38 days to my nikah day.. wheeeee..... excited! n nervous, yes.
Cik Salleh finished painting the hall... now he's working on the master bedroom... which will be the "bilik pengantin" on 10th Feb.
Followed mum to Geylang on Saturday to buy cloth for the bilik pengantin decoration... =)
Oh.. i forgot to update my New Year resolutions... here it goes:
1) Lose 15kg by 31 Dec 2007.. InsyaAllah..
2) Learn to relax n control my temper
3) Reduce my HP bills
4) Being more patient, polite n respectful toward my hubby-to-be
5) Being more stable & manage my finances better
6) To be a good n loyal wife, daughter, daughter-in-law.. InsyaAllah
I shall review on 31st Dec 2007 to see what i manage to achieve.
I'm @ work now.. my team actually made up of 7 ppl. But there's only 2 of us now. The rest still on leave. wow..... i wish i'm in bed now. in lala land. heheh...
I'm accompanied by Perfect 10 radio station n a cup of coffee to keep me awake. Perfect combination. Gotta go now.
Till then... take care ppl... muuuaacks!
♥ Yet Another Butterfly Landed @ 1:24 PM
Monday, January 1, 2007
The gang indulging their sumptous dinner @ Seoul Garden (Causeway Pt) 
Satisfied. The post-dinner picture. "Perut Kenyang, hati pun senang."
The Father & Son team... bbqing their food.
The Mother & Daughters team... the mother bbq, and the daughter (Nadiah) eats. heh...
The uncle cum our own idol- we miss so much-. he's very bz we understand.. Khairudin Shaharom.
♥ Yet Another Butterfly Landed @ 11:49 AM
Today: 31st December 2006
It's Hari Raya Haji.. morning woke up & mandi sunat hari raya.. after subuh prayers, helped the mother @ kitchen to make epok2.. my job as normal, is to use the rolling pin n "gelek tepung".
n we made as many as abt 100pcs.. fried half of it.. for the others to eat during breakfast n some to bring to my aunts's place.
Left home @ 12 noon. 1st stop to Cik Ina house.. where my maternal grandma (Nek Ton) is currently staying at.. Ate lontong.. yummy! left her place @ 4pm.. to go n visit my paternal grandma (New Awa).. Too full to eat.. n didnt minum air pun.. hoped she didnt kecik ati wif me...Left granny house after maghrib..
Thought of going back home.. but the father suggested to go Nek Lang house.. who's Khairuddin Saharom mother (yes.. Khai, the HANDSOME guy frm Suria Segar).. But unfortunately, he was out... urgghh... kempunan nk jmpe dia.. but since i was "desperate".. I ended up taking photos of his pictures.. haha!
Reached home about 10.30pm..
Oh well.. i'm too sleepy.. shall update tomoro...
-Peace_
♥ Yet Another Butterfly Landed @ 12:52 AM
