Friday, December 29, 2006
Cik Salleh is painting the living room n the master bedroom. Preparation for my nikah day. The bedsheets (the exclusive ones, used on wedding day) has arrived. it's cream coloured wif gold trimmings. NICE!
Thanks to my brilliant idea n my superb psychoing technique, the mother has finally relented n bought the pink color paint as the main colour for the walls. hehe.... -i love PINK-
Yesterday had dinner with my family and shariff @ Seoul Garden. There were no tables for 7 ppl. So we had to wait like 10mins. Except me, shariff and nadiah, the rest have never been to SG. So i was the 'kecoh' one as usual. haha.... i kept bbqing food for them until i was satisfied, i started eating. heheh. n taking photos of cos. woah.... they eat very the kecoh... i guess, after an hour plus, everyone was full up to the throat. made for mum n dad ice kacang but cannot finish. after finishing the other food left on our tables, called one of the service crew to help me snap a pic of us. shall upload the pic later.. maybe tonite. n oh, i realised dat was the 1st time ever my dear fiance tagged us for dinner outside home. n it's only abt a month away frm the nikah date dat we have such dinner. hahah.
Anyways, while waiting for the family to reach causeway point, me n the fiance spent time window shopping. went into Courts n i had to go n see the notebooks/laptops. ishhkk.... I WANT ONE!! it's like almost forever i've been waiting to get dat. haiz.... the salesman was promoting tiz new HP notebook. damn damn stylish n high tech. it has a built-in webcam, bluetooth, media centre, etc etc. the media centre thingy can be used to watch dvd/vcd n has remote control. how cool is dat? on top of that, if u have a Sony Ericsson handphone, u can use dat as a remote control too! my gosh... i gotta get dat. haha... but wondering where to find $2599... looks like i gotta wait, again. hmmmm......
Saw yana n the boyfren, yan @ causeway point too... haiz.. i wish i dun have to see that man. not dat i hate or despise him. no no. we r on gd terms. i just felt it's better to vanish into thin air rather than to meet him face to face like dat. n every single time i bump into them, i have this sick feeling in my tummy. i can feel like butterflies fluttering in it.
To yana... u know y i feel this way. i've told u b4. please dont get me wrong... really, i dont blame him. it's dat asshole+idiot+bastard+jantan dayus dat was @ fault. trust me... if there is a law that justifies a man who have stripped off pride from a woman by badmouthing/creating stories/spreading rumours/sharing other ppl's darkest secrets, i will by all means bring him to court of justice. i meant wat i said. no matter wat.. no matter when.. i shall not 4give him. i have never been wronged to tiz extent n he is really testing me. u think u'll win, tortoise? dream on!
Haven't u realise that ur family members r behind me? dat they r supporting me, n NOT u? awww.... wat a shame...... at least they know i am innocent.. tsk tsk... poor thing. u have nothing or no one to blame except urself. i shall not care how many ppl are involved in tiz.... but let me tell u something. U ARE A LOSER, JERK! shame on u. n to think dat u asked dat gerl of urs to abort the child that was created frm both of ur seeds... WTF.. u killed a life. an innocent unborn child. how culd u! u heartless man! i have nothing more to say to u. i really cant help u anymore. -enuff-
Been sleeping at 2am for 3 consecutive days. my energy's burning out. i need 2 catch up on my sleep! n i had to sleep in train today n missed my stop @ Buona Vista. haha... luckily i woke up 2 stations away, n so i had to backtrack... dumb me.
Ok, i'm off for now. bck to work... anyway, apologies for my foul mouth.. =)
-peace-
♥ Yet Another Butterfly Landed @ 12:44 PM
Thursday, December 28, 2006
Starring: Me mum, Nyai Uda, Nyai Nyah, Me dad
Me test-driving daddy's car.. haha. no no.. i swear it was parked. heh.. no illegal driving for me.
Me daddy n lil' bro... @ Sunway Lagoon..
Me lil' sisters... Nadiah & Faizah.. their 1st time to Sunway Lagoon.
Yet another December baby.. Happy Birthday SELVY... we love u...
Ok, datz all for now. Feeling contented. n full from lunch. i will be making a list of new year resolutions soon. niwaes today, a colleague of mine gave me a $50 Seoul Garden voucher. WOW! called me mum to tell her cos i planned to bring the family to eat there. they never eaten there b4. oh wells.... maybe today or tomorrow we shall indulge in SG food.... yummylicious!
Gotta work now. Till the next entry... Slamat Hari Raya Aidil Adha peeps!
♥ Yet Another Butterfly Landed @ 12:58 PM
Exterior of the RM1.8 million resort home.. kinda dark cos i took tiz @ 10pm.
Well, this is the living room..
The dining hall..
The comfy guest room.. mcm hotel gitu. really....
Attached bathroom. Complete with a bathtub & overhead shower..
The water fountain or wateva u call dat, costed RM25000. Can u believe dat? OMG.
Another fountain.. or pond.. wif lotsss of Koi fishes.. =)
The healthy and cukup makan fishes.. heheh... sume besar2 u know..
Some of the b.e.a.u.t.i.f.u.l orchids dat was planted... blooming nicely..
Anyways, i love the house. It's like those place u go to when u need to de-stress. Very cooling.. with all the trees and plants surounding, u will just relax.. the cool fresh air... feels like @ cameron highlands. heh. Couldnt take pic of the golf course cos too dark... all in all, its a cool place to stay.
-hoping to get a place similar like dat in the future..oh well... we'll see-
♥ Yet Another Butterfly Landed @ 12:32 PM
Wednesday, December 27, 2006
Let me list these down..:
1) I cant seem to get Taufik's "Usah Lepaskan" song out off my head. I eat, drink, bath, sleep with the song. Wat the heck? I'm so attached to it.. wonder why... hmm..
2) I keep telling myself to switch on the PC, upload my pics, publish it in frenster & blog and then to sleep. But my itchy fingers wouldnt allow dat. I had to blog-hop, surf net and yes, listen to Taufik's song -AGAIN.
3) My uncle -Cik Salleh- lent me his "glue tembak". It's the stylo-milo-damn-powerful-glue.
So excited that i started to work on my hantaran creations. Heh. Thanx cik! i owe u one.
4) My mum keep telling me for.donno.how.many.times to kopek bawang... urgh. Kejap enh mak...
5) I get pissed when ppl say this "U only 21 nxt yr, want to get married? aiyah.. later u sure regret one..." and "y so fast want to get married? u r still young. enjoy first lar..."
First of all, why does it bothers YOU dat i want to get married early? My goodness... i tink i'm doin my parents a favour... i've sinned. i guess, everyone has sinned. especially those wif BF or GF. even if you hold hands, it IS considered as a sin. i do not see the point in dragging my parents to hell if i am the one who have sinned.
N do u mean to say i cannot enjoy when i'm wif the loved one? being LEGALLY married. does one stops enjoying after marriage? i dont get it..
I'm not a child nor am i a baby. I am an adult. I can cook. I can clean the house. I can sew buttons on a shirt. I can iron clothes. I can do laundry. In other words, i am entitled to get married. In addition to dat, HE loves ME. and I love HIM too..
To sum this up... i hope u'll stop saying such tings. Just give me your well wishes. I'll be more than thankful. Do not worry abt wat will happen after my marriage. Enuff.
♥ Yet Another Butterfly Landed @ 11:09 PM
Tuesday, December 26, 2006
Ok.. so my trip to Malaysia was okay-okay...
DAY 1:
Actually we left home @ 7am. Daddy drove towards KL.. Reached KL at abt 1pm.. then they wanted to jln2.. asked me to show the way.. like as if i'm suppose to know the road directions there? Anyways, managed to go KLCC Twin Tower... We all laughed at daddy bcos he pronounced as Twin ToweL.. yes T-O-W-E-L. haha... kesian daddy... then we go jln2 @ Suria KLCC.. found nothing to buy.. then daddy malas nak drive around.. so we decided to head for daddy's aunt home.. wich is our nenek sdare lah.. never met her b4.. hmm.. ya.. so dad drove towards Subang Jaya... Reached the house but waited outside. Called to tell we were infrnt of the house.. but nobody open the door. waited another 10mins... still nothing. So we called again. Then we found out actually we were @ the wrong house... haha! We were suppose to be at section F, but instead, we were @ section C... 10mins later, we found the right house... felt kinda comfortable cos they were friendly n not snobby... Later @ nite, nek Nyah (my dad's aunt) brought all of us to nek Uda house... at Sungai Buloh (Selangor)... -Valencia Resort Home-... WOW. no wonder my aunt said, "Kalau tk dpt duduk ruma dia, datang tgk pon jadila.." isssshh... RM1.8 million house. so nice man.. shall upload some pics later... blakang ruma got golf course... nicely landscaped.. tight security (the guards escorted us).. in short, it's just W-O-W! how i wish to have a house like that.
DAY 2:
At 10am, daddy, nadiah, faizah n azrul went to Sunway Lagoon (wich is 10mins frm nyai Nyah house).. Me, mum, nyai Nyah n tok Nyah went to Nilai. Went to see nyai n tok Nyah new house there.. still under renovation... damn big seh! banglo sebiji... wow... n its worth half a million jer.... haha... after the short tour arnd the house, we went to Nilai 3.. where i looked for my barang2 untuk gubahan hantaran... cheap n nice! totaled to RM200... then back to Subang Jaya @ 2.30pm. Waited for the rest to come home from Sunway.. Waved goodbye to nyai n tok Nyah @ 4pm.. Drove bck to KL... finally found Petaling Street.. jalan2 sikit.. then departed @ 6.30pm... towards Ayer Hitam (my kampong).. reached @ 10pm.. Orang2 kampung so anxious to see us.. haha... n ya... to see me (cos i never balik kampong for more than a year already, then tahu2 nak naik pelamin).. Chit chat session till 11+. So tired... right after my shower, i went to LaLa land...... so peaceful & sejuk @ nite...
DAY 3:
Mandi. Breakfast. Chit chat. Read my book. Listen to MP3.. Iron baju.. Listen to mum n nek Non conversation.. Kemas tilam.. Pack my bags.. Baring2.. Watch my adik kejar ayam kampung.. Lunch.. Shower.. Left @ 2pm..... Follow mum n daddy to pasar S'Mart.. ate chicken rice.. n cup corn... then travelled down to S'pore... Home Sweet Home by 7.30pm.
There. All done. Haha... now i need to get bck to work... hope u didnt fall asleep while reading this entry. heh.. n i dont care if u do. cos i know it's LONG and BORING.
Enuff of my ramblings. Have a good day ppl... peace no war.
♥ Yet Another Butterfly Landed @ 1:31 PM
Friday, December 22, 2006
Tuesday (19th Dec)
-Reached home early. Parents juz came bck frm JB. Saw birthday cake on the table. Asked whose cake was dat. N my lil siblings say itz for me. Then like so shocked... after all these years.. i dun rmmbr anyone in my family who bought me a cake for my birthday. But wait. It wasnt my birthday yet. Then mum ckp da kebetulan.. so beli je.. advance b'day ar kirekan.... heheh... Thanks Mom, Thanks Dad. Love u loaaddssss.....
Wednesday (20th Dec)
-Finished work @ 6. Went CT Hall.. Met Lucie n Perlin. Waited for Kwok Wei. Took cab to eunos.. to Kampung Chai Chee Seafood Restaurant. On the way in the cab, the cabby sang a birthday song for me... heheh! Ate Tom Yam steamboat.. Nestum Prawns.. Kangkung.. Beef.. etc etc.. Ate too full until felt like vomitting. But lucky didnt vomit. . Thanks to u guys... dat was really a treat.. wow!
Thursday (21st Dec)
-Turned 20 yrs old when the clock striked @ 12am. Had a mini celebrations by colleagues @ work.. Took half day.. Had a job interview. Then go cik salleh house... Then met my love to go eat @ Swensens causeway point. Had the new Baked Blue Sea for main course.. Tomato Clam Chowder Soup for appetizer and ice cream for dessert!! Love u my love.... thanks 4 the treat..
Friday (22 Dec)
-No mood to work. Really. Most of us have switched off our heads for our holiday period.. Had christmas party @ work.. cant say no.. nanti mcm anti-social like dat. Had a gift exchange.. i end up bringing home 8 presents. no joke...haha! Went to eat @ causeway point to celebrate my love's bro birthday .
I shall leave tomorrow aftr dawn.. pray for our safe journey to and fro.. Till then.. some pictures for updates..... **HUGS**.. take care ppl!
♥ Yet Another Butterfly Landed @ 11:57 PM
Wednesday, December 13, 2006
Today's date: 13/12/2006
Time: 1.12pm
Place: @ work afta lunch
Was our anniversary yesterday.. actually SOOO mad @ him in the 1st place. cos he was late! if it's 10-15 mins, i'm fine wif dat... but an hour?? urrgghh... damn lucky he's got good reason for dat. was still fuming angry wen he reached wdlands. but my anger melted away when he treated me to Pizza Hut.. whee~~ kempunan nk mkn pizza u noe. haha... as usual, was first served my all-time-favourite: mushroom soup. 15mins later, came the pizza. then the Hut's platter... walauweh.... finger-lickin' GOOD...
Thought of havin the ice-cream aftr main course but both of us was too full for dat... no. we were bloated already... the pizza left 1 slice and the hut platter still left quite alot.. so asked the crew to 'tapau' for us... no. for ME to bring bck and feed the leftovers to my young ones @ home... mcm tk baik gitu eh.. but better than nothing rite? heheh... evil me. but i had good intentions kay. i'm not stingy... unlike my young ones... they bring home food or drinks but never offer me at all. nehmind.
Datz if for now... got lotsa work to do.... update later....
♥ Yet Another Butterfly Landed @ 1:25 PM
Saturday, December 9, 2006
Today's Date: 9th December 2006
No good. that was the 1st sentence my tester said after my test. damn. i knew straight away frm his face n words. i neednt see my paper n i could make out my results.
i f-a-i-l-e-d. his other comments were:
"your circuit is good but on the road is not good. speed too slow. you didnt make use more of gear 4. so, the car wasnt moving smoothly. i can hear the car's engine sound. you checked your mirrors n blindspots, but u didnt accelerate enough when over-taking, which can cause danger to other road-users. u need to drive faster when over-taking. when there's a stationary vehicle and u want to overtake it, u MUST give more gap btwn your car and the vehicle u over-taking. just now there was too little gap. again, this can cause danger to both yours n the other vehicle. bla bla bla. (shaking his head) no good ah.. learn again."
And so, he ticked the 'Failed' box.
I thank God cos i wasnt too nervous... but i wanted to pass. oh well... this is the 1st time... so, i'll do better for the next one. InsyaAllah.... maybe my lucky stars wasnt shining.. its fated. but aftr tinking thru abt it for quite some time, i could have passed. heheh...
i didnt go up the curb.
i didnt hit the poles for my parking.
my slope was perfect.
my s-course n crank course was fine and i did the e-brake when he hit the dashboard.
my driving instructor mentioned before my TP that, out of 10 testee, average only 2 testee will be tested for the e-brake. n boy, i happened to be one of dem. my tester was a bit moody, unlike some others. when i greeted him, he just silently nod w/o a smile and voice. after i did my parallel parking n wanted to move out, i couldnt. thanks to the guys learning class 2, who stopped IN the yellow box -when they r not supposed to, of cos!- so my tester stared at them. but they didnt budge. so, he honk-ed @ them. i could see he was already impatient. after that, i was told to go up slope @ 27. but waited before making right turn, bcos the other testee is still on the slope. waited until my tester got damn impatient, so asked me to go up the other slope which i've already passed by. OMG. needed to make a wide right turn if i were to go up that slope. but if he wants that way, i dun have a choice, do i?
he said, "try go up slope 28." so i replied, "ok, i will try.."
i was just abt to turn when i got shocked when he said, "if u turn more to the right SURE can one." n there i was, dumbfounded @ his nasty-ness. oh God... what a luck!! nevertheless, i did my best n thank goodness it was smooth. phew.
To sum this up.. i donno wat else to say. i've re-booked and the next one will be on 29 March '07. Oh GOd... i NEED and HAVE to pass that one. my ftt expiring 11 April. Either i pass or i'll have to re-sit n pass my ftt before booking for another tp. urghh..... no... i dun want dat to happen.... i'll work hard.. put in more time n money... n pass my 2nd TP. whatever it takes.
On a happier note.. HAPPY 20th BIRTHDAY to my sworn sister.. Azsimah Binte Abdul Aziz.... Cey... u r no longer a teenager nozie... hehe.. wishing u long life, good health, good fortune, success in watever u do, everlasting happiness w ur family and ur dear hubby... no pressie for you... but here's an ENORMOUS hug frm me 2 u.... **HHUUUUUUUUGGGGSSSS** love ya gerl.... stay cute n smiley!
I'm @ work now. doing OT. now bz cos near year-end account closing. Maybe later goin to vivo with rad... but donno yet... till then..... -.signing off.-
Quote of the day: "Failure is just a step before u gain success. Never give up bcos, only thru failure will u learn to be a wiser person."
♥ Yet Another Butterfly Landed @ 1:59 PM
Thursday, December 7, 2006
Reminisce-----
4th Dec- Kakak 22nd Birthday... too bad, she overseas.. so cannot buy her a pressie.. *save $$*... haha.
5th Dec- Met rad aftr work.. go causeway point.. eat ice cream @ Gelare.. window shopped.. go Metro, thinking of buying myself a bag.. but when i saw Elizabeth Arden's make-up set on offer.. switched my choice n changed my mind. and bought that instead.. anyway i only get to use it aftr nikah. n yes o'cos.. it's for the hantaran thingy... someday later when i meet HIM i'll pass it to him so he can wrap nicely n watevernots.
6th Dec- Met nozie aftr work... had Double Fish Ban Mian -again @ Banquet causeway point.. after dat go popular to get some office stuff.. then go take neoprint stickers!!! wheee~~~ n we spent $20 in total for dat. heheh. wow.... we realised we didnt get to pose enuff for the 1st round.. so, we took the 2nd time... haha.. we are just being -girls-. left causeway point at abt 10pm... straight to home.
7th Dec (TODAY)----
I'm just updating tiz to kill time... hopefully it will also kill my nervous-ness. colleagues havin their lunch and i've cleared my outstanding tings. n since i have till 1.30pm to stay in ofc, mite as well i update. going off early to go for my practical... goin into circuit today... God Bless Me... i still feel kinda shaky.. oh well... it's norm i guess. it's such a torture to tink abt tomorrow. never been thru tiz, but i'm praying hard to get over n done with this. my chance of passing is 50-50 i tink.. but i shall not stop hoping n praying for the best... aamin.
GTG now... take care ppl. n i love YOU!
♥ Yet Another Butterfly Landed @ 1:14 PM
Tuesday, December 5, 2006
I'm getting dependent on coffee. Yes.. finally.. after all these years.. i'm addicted to Nescafe 3-in-1 'regular' coffee.... from a non-coffee drinker... now i drink 2 cups daily.. no no.. not daily... only on weekdays. heheh. thanks to coffee, i finally got the solution to keep myself awake @ work... phew.. tried so many ways... ate gula2, switch on the radio, mkn asam masin, etc etc... but to no avail.... finally i got the courage to try drinking coffee... kinda bitter, but i guess dats only in the beginning rite? oh well.... i dont realy care. as long as i dun fall asleep infrnt of my monitor while key-ing in invoices, i'm happy enuff.
Speaking of coffee... gotta refill now... till then..... muackssss ppl!
~i'm O-U-T~
♥ Yet Another Butterfly Landed @ 2:24 PM
Monday, December 4, 2006
i dont undrstnd myself. everytime i see his photo wif dat gerl... my heart aches.. i don luv him.. but yet, there's sumting dat draws him to me. i cant undrstnd myself. i dono wats goin on. i treasure my fiance very much. but deep dwn in my hart, i still question myself... y i'm feeling tiz way 2wards another guy... maybe... its not dat easy to let go of our own past. maybe.
but i know, no matter wat it takes.. no matter how much pain i will have to suffer.. the only person i want is my Md Shariff Bin Md Ali. fullstop.
my buddy cum ex-boyfren is in Brunei now. he's serving ns @ the moment n they have overseas training for 3weeks there. i'll miss our lil arguments we had. haha. garfield the grim reaper.
wish u a safe journey to and fro....
today went to work wif my dearest nozie... not exactly to work.. but took the train 2gether. since she's alighting @ jurong east n coincidentally we take the train almost @ the same time... but today funny.... i told her my train reaching wdlands .... -cos she's boarding @ marsiling- skali bile train nk kat smpai marsiling, she sms me which cabin i'm @... -she said she's @ the green colour cabin- then i realised she took the train ahead of me. so, asked her to alight n wait @ kranji.... haha.. so selenge man.... ok ok.. maybe i wasnt clear... as in, she tot the train i'm in is reaching marsiling already.... oh well... monday blues perhaps......
ok. need to do work oredi... till then. adios amigos, aku nak berambus.... tata~
♥ Yet Another Butterfly Landed @ 1:20 PM
Friday, December 1, 2006
I tink i'm deprived of his attention.. hmph. yes, i tink so. He's soooo into his work n here i am complaining.. but like i care.
We talked for barely 30mins a day and meet approximately once or twice a week. Unlike in the past.... i used to stay up n talk to him till i feel sleepy.. yet we still meet 3-4 times a week (in e past)... THIS is a BIG change. i looked left, right, up n down for an answer as to y this is happening.. but cant seem to find one. maybe we r just a lil too bz 4 each othr... lately, it has always been me who asks if he can fnish work early... -i used to fnish work late nite evryday, bck then @ the travel agency that is..-
Well...i been having probs wit mood swings.. is there any medication for tiz? i did self-reflection of myself n i realised i'm starting to get petty -which means, being mean or ungenerous in small or trifling things. AND this also means i tend to over-react and thus being over-sensitive. Ceh.... i'm talking rotten abt myself in public. Enuff.
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Yesterday pract was ok-ok.. but still hav to improve on parallel parking... just when i say i do not prefer to drive when it's raining, it had to rain yesterday @ 6pm... -while i was on the way to meet the instructor. dammit. Lookin forward to sunday's pract....
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My lil sis is givin attitude probs. i dont like it. so does my mum. my mum on the verge of givin up but i will not. she's my sis n i hav evry rite to tell n remind her wat's rite n wat's wrong.. i dont care if she complains i'm bein bossy or likes to knw abt her personal life. as far as i'm concern, teenage life isnt goin to be easy n if she goes in the wrong direction, it will only do her more harm than good. thou we arent that close, i hav to protect her. but not over-protecting o' cos. i care WHO she mix arnd with n WHAT she does outside that she has to come home damn late @ nite. for now... i just pray to God to protect her... hopefully she'll realise it one day..... Aamin.
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Ok... so dats all for now.... just finish lunch... feeling full. Oh well..... cnfirm nnti ngantuk.. as usual. Till the next entry.... tata ppl!~~~
♥ Yet Another Butterfly Landed @ 12:53 PM
