Thursday, November 30, 2006
Today, 30th November 2006. The last day of this month.
Counting down to 8th December... the thought of it makes me shiver.. with fear perhaps? i dont know wat it is.. but i guess it's a norm for 1st timers -like me- to go thru the practical test. Looking back, i should have just gone to take the tp on october last yr.. but i was too unprepared as i was too commited wit work.
Now, with my FTT expiring in march'07, i am feeling panicky..-should i not be able to clear my tp nxt week, will i have time to get another shot before my FTT expires?-
I failed once for the ftt and i do not wish to re-sit for it again.
**prays: O Allah.. The Almighty.. please.. please give me the Guidance.. the Confidence.. and take away the fear of failing, the feeling of being afraid.. i have turned to YOU, for YOU are the greatest.. the most gracious, the most forgiving.. please instil faith in me... i hope.. and i will not stop hoping that i will be calm and go thru the test without much difficulties. please grant me this wish.... Aamin ya rabbal 'alamin**
I have no other words, just hoping n pray i wont be too nervous on dat day cos my legs will tend to be shaky if i get too nervous.... urghh.... i need to r-e-l-a-x.
Today got pract... will try to improve more @ parking n my u-turn. Next pract on sunday... followed by next thursday, where i finally take half day so i could practise in the day time n go thru the circuit... -been having practs @ nite all tiz while.. n finally goin into circuit = more $$ needed too..- But i really hope to get a slot in btwn.. as in, this sunday pract, then the nxt pract only on thursday... tp on friday.. i hope to go for another pract maybe on tuesday or wednesday.. as suggested by nozie.. so i could keep up the momentum... but then.. my instructor say no slot.... hmmmph. Another thing i hope for is that, it wont rain.... i do not prefer to drive while raining... rain = more concentration needed.
Oh well... i better concentrate on doing my work now.... spent too much time already... people out there, please pray for me yeah? love ya all....
Muaaaaccckksss! bck to work mode now. toodles~~
p/s: craving for Dove Amicelli choc..... yummylicious!!!!
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