Thursday, November 5, 2009

Have not been blogging for so long now. Nothing much to update anyway. Except for the fact that i'm already in my 15th, going into 16th week and still counting.. seems like i still have a long way to go.. but hey, it's November already! That seems to be fast. And Alya's growing so much now.. So cute with more teeth showing and she learning how to crawl and now loves to sit upright.

Been busy for registration at the centre but i think, things are starting to slow down now. Still trying to adapt to my Tuesdays-Saturdays work pattern. Very much looking forward to 23Nov where all the classes would have ended. Which means 'holiday' for us. Hehehe. No parents. No students. No teachers. Except for that few days where holiday classes will be held. Wheeee! And only 8.30am-4pm shift. Double yay!

Can't wait for the closure from 19Dec-1Jan! Am hoping to go for a short trip. Maybe somewhere in Malaysia or something... but nothing's planned yet so far. Holiday, anyone?

And oh, kakak and i am planning a makeover together next month -since it's our birthday month anyway. That's new. hehe.. Just waiting for the cost and date availability from dearest kak lynn. Can't wait too..

Ok, that's it for now. Till then...but don't know when.

I don't seem to understand why all this is happening. As to what i know, i've got nothing to do with you. Really, as in practically nothing and we are not even related to begin with. But yet why all the bickering and the animosity? Yes, i blog about my life. I have been blogging cos it's a way of how i express myself. I can blog about anything under the sun. I don't feel being controlled and i express myself freely. Unlike talking, i cannot erase things i said on the spur of the moment. But writing allows me to correct myself and do the necessary amendments. Anyway, back to what i was saying.. I can't seem to find a reason why you seem to be interested about my life. Are you sincerely trying to know me better? Or what is it that interests you? Is there something you needed to say or iron out with me? Or something is bothering you? You see.. i really have no idea. Plus, i dont see where we are going with all this. We are both adults and i still think the best way to resolve things once and for all is by communicating with each other. I know you've added and deleted me in friendster sometime ago, so perhaps.. you can email or add me in msn at fadhilah86@hotmail.com. If you prefer to call/sms or meet me, let me know by email and i'll let you know the details.

I have clear conscience and i don't want to be kept reminding of what I knew had happened by your presence. I don't know but maybe you need to be sensitive of how others feel? Imagine if you are married and you find out about how another woman talks to your man, What more knowing the woman 'combines' her name and his name and all.. Would you be happy? Given the circumstances, i remain quiet and let it bypass. Forgiven but how to forget when you keep coming back?

I still can't figure out any reason why this is happening. Why i am like your enemy when my path hasn't crossed yours. I don't wish to pursue this issue any longer. Perhaps you have issues with my site or my family which you don't wish to voice out. After much thought and deliberation i guess the best way would be to get my future posts privated. Then maybe you won't have issues with any of it.

I won't be told of what your further remarks would be in your FB and I think it's a good start of trying to forget. I assume you would not want to voice out anything to me either by email or msn but you are definitely welcome to do so if you don't wish to keep it any longer with you.

The in-laws stayed over at our place since last friday. Kak nisa had her open house on saturday, hence the stayover. Besides, alya was sick. She is still abit sick but much better compared to last week. We've seen improvements and hope she will recover fully soon. Amin.

Did our last round of visiting yesterday. We still have a few relatives houses which we were unable to visit.. many apologies for that. Insyaallah next year we try to visit more houses.

Anyways, after the previous entry, apparently one of my top readers 'terasa' and decided to 'leave'. Hah. I hope for the better la kan. Again i was told she tanak kalah and passed a remark somewhere again. Suke ati lah.. dah besar.. tk payah nk diajar.. (*FYI, tak payah nk ckp org lain 'keypo'..cermin diri tu dulu..i can print a list of how 'keypo' u are compared to me. sendiri buat sendiri tahu la kan..). Ok, enuff.

I need sleep now. Till the next entry.. good nite!

Watched "G-Force" on dvd with hubby last night.. i know it's abit outdated.. but anyway, it was so funny and cute! oh my... if only my hamsters are as smart as those on the movie.. ok, fine, not hamsters, the g-force team were made up of guinea pigs. I rate it 4/5. Heh!

I am officially not broke anymore, hehe! for those who knew, i paid back like a mth salary to my previous company cos i needed to leave early and hence couldnt serve 2 months notice. So it's a good thing that my payday is here! just when i was counting down to the end of the month, my colleagues said that since there's a PH this month, we will be getting our pay in advance. Cool! Dont even need to request cos they've been practising that all awhile. Thank God!

Anyways, as per request by a dear friend.. here's where u stand in my "Top Viewer/Reader" *based on 48-hours count* = Nowhere. Haha.. N u thought u were the one who frequent my multiply the most?? Boo! Try harder Eileen! Nyehehe.

Looks like the top spot goes to appletuffah and haya22. Hurhur... It's a tie!

Closely followed by adyanti, fizahcutie and chocofudge01.

Maybe i can get some feedback on my site.. what's interesting or what's not? what should be changed or retained? what your personal views or opinion are.. just view and leave, then comment it somewhere else instead? I'm amused that sometimes what i blog, becomes a source of "inspiration" to someone else who then post a comment in their FB.. Hmm. I wouldn't have known if i wasn't told. Anyway, whatever.. can't be bothered by what others want to do with their lives. U wanna read? go ahead. Intervene? no. Just dont cross my boundaries cos it's really not appreciated.

MIL called to inform that alya's running a fever and having diarrhoea-like symptoms. She also noticed that she can see alya's upper front tooth is now showing. Well, that's new for her. Currently 2 of her lower front tooth are growing. We would all want to think that the symptoms are normal, but i guess the best thing is definitely to consult a doctor or a paed. She's bringing alya to see one later. Alya's coming home tonight! Get well soon princess.

2 days ago my bestie Hidayah smsed and asked how i was. After catching up, she said she's 17weeks preggie already. Congrats! So happy for her.. must have been "made-in-Turkey" during their honeymoon i joked. Yet another good news.. So as of now, its her, norlin, huda and me. We are all due in 2010. I wonder who else within my circle of friends are preg right now. Hehe. I wish you all a smooth sailing pregnancy ladies..

Ok, that's it for now. Happy Deepavali to all the celebrants! Enjoy the long weekend! I'm not working on saturday, sunday and monday.. Whee~

Watched "G-Force" on dvd with hubby last night.. i know it's abit outdated.. but anyway, it was so funny and cute! oh my... if only my hamsters are as smart as those on the movie.. ok, fine, not hamsters, the g-force team were made up of guinea pigs. I rate it 4/5. Heh!

I am officially not broke anymore, hehe! for those who knew, i paid back like a mth salary to my previous company cos i needed to leave early and hence couldnt serve 2 months notice. So it's a good thing that my payday is here! just when i was counting down to the end of the month, my colleagues said that since there's a PH this month, we will be getting our pay in advance. Cool! Dont even need to request cos they've been practising that all awhile. Thank God!

Anyways, as per request by a dear friend.. here's where u stand in my "Top Viewer/Reader" *based on 48-hours count* = Nowhere. Haha.. N u thought u were the one who frequent my multiply the most?? Boo! Try harder Eileen! Nyehehe.

Looks like the top spot goes to appletuffah and haya22. Hurhur... It's a tie!

Closely followed by adyanti, fizahcutie and chocofudge01.

Maybe i can get some feedback on my site.. what's interesting or what's not? what should be changed or retained? what your personal views or opinion are.. just view and leave, then comment it somewhere else instead? I'm amused that sometimes what i blog, becomes a source of "inspiration" to someone else who then post a comment in their FB.. Hmm. I wouldn't have known if i wasn't told. Anyway, whatever.. can't be bothered by what others want to do with their lives. Just dont cross my boundaries cos it's really not appreciated.

MIL called to inform that alya's running a fever and having diarrhoea-like symptoms. She also noticed that she can see alya's upper front tooth is now showing. Well, that's new for her. Currently 2 of her lower front tooth are growing. We would all want to think that the symptoms are normal, but i guess the best thing is definitely to consult a doctor or a paed. She's bringing alya to see one later. Alya's coming home tonight! Get well soon princess.

2 days ago my bestie Hidayah smsed and asked how i was. After catching up, she said she's 17weeks preggie already. Congrats! So happy for her.. must have been "made-in-Turkey" during their honeymoon i joked. Yet another good news.. So as of now, its her, norlin, huda and me. We are all due in 2010. I wonder who else within my circle of friends are preg right now. Hehe. I wish you all a smooth sailing pregnancy ladies..

Ok, that's it for now. Happy Deepavali to all the celebrants! Enjoy the long weekend! I'm not working on saturday, sunday and monday.. Whee~

Finally first trimester is over! yay~

Ok, i'm hoping 2nd trimester to be a smooth sailing journey for me. So far so good. The last time i threw up was 2 nights ago. Hopefully it stabilises and the nauseous-ness goes away. It was a very tiring process to go thru, but hubby's been very supportive thou i'm carrying our 2nd baby. His daily reminders for me to eat my folic acid helps too. Dont know why but i seem so forgetful to eat it this time round. Hehe.

His cuzzie's wife (Mila) is already in her 7mths. How time flies! Soon their first son will be an 'abang'. My prayers are with u babe. Hope u'll sail thru the rest of ur last trimester smoothly and ends with a safe delivery. Cant wait!

For now at least.. i'm counting down another 8weeks before i get to do the detailed scan. According to my kakak, she dreamt i gave birth to a baby boy. That was 2weeks before i 'announced' i was pregnant. Well well... that would be ideal for both me n hubby.. but we will also be equally happy if it's another girl thou. Let's just wait and see. Hehe.

Yesterday, one of the napier girls came over to our branch as we were kind of short-handed. She is my inspiration. I got awed cos at the age of 32, and being single.. that drove her to lose 15kg! I told her i put on that much of weight within a span of 2yrs after i got married. Heh. Sigh... Well, the main intention for me was to get back to my premarital weight of cos. But with the 2nd baby in tow, that's gotta wait. And since hubby and i agreed to 'stop-at-2', i'll try what ever it takes. Though our initial plan was to have 4 (yes... 4 kids!) but i guess we decided otherwise after discussing how we want our future to be with the children. Talk about quality time and providing education we want to equip them with. But i know, we humans can only plan.. God will decide. But then again, there's always natural family planning measures, aite? heee...

It's 11am now.. Gotta iron my clothes now. Thinking of leaving early cos i'm craving for prawn noodles. Hurhur.. not sure if it's avail at Banquet. If not maybe i'll have double fish spicy ban mian intead? ok, i'm so hungry now. Till then.

"Cintaku bukanlah cinta biasa
Jika kamu yang memiliki
Dan kamu yang temaniku seumur hidupku"

p/s: this one's for u syg.. "bukan cinta biasa by afgan".

Work was fine. Still awaiting some access to be granted before i swing in full gear on the job. Hehe. Surrounded by great people.. and the current centre manager just had her farewell cos she's been promoted to the regional level. Congrats! Happy but sad.. no clue who's gonna take over her throne. Hopefully all will be well too..

Had my first monday off today. If i have not mentioned before, yes.. every monday is off day! wheee... yesterday was off and hubby wasnt working either.. so we got the chance to continue our raya visiting. In the morning we breakfast-ed @ Sunplaza sembawang and visited hubby's cute nephews. Went home to change in late noon and borrowed daddy's car and off we went to the east. 1st stop was my fave uncle Salleh house @ Bedok North. Next was Tampines (hubby's friend house for an open house.) Lastly we stopped by my aunt Ina place at Tampines before heading home.

Today was slacking-at-home day since hubby was working. Spent time sleeping and playing with alya. Did laundry and tidied the kitchen. Hubby came back around 4 and off we went to ghim moh. And so we are now home while alya's there. Dear friday, please come soon.

Will be doing the 1pm-8.30pm shift till friday. Planned to sleep late but my eyelids are getting heavier by now. Off to bed once i'm done sync-ing my phone. Hehe. I've been downloading apps and games and am addicted. Haaa... ok, gotta go. Till e next entry......

Sings... "Lucky i'm in love with my bestfriend.. Lucky to have been where I have been.. Lucky we're in love in every way.. Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed.."

p/s: i love u bi!

Fadhilah Bte Md Salihin
a.k.a DiLaH
20-TWO years y.o.u.n.g
Twenty-1 December 19EightySix
S-i-n-g-a-p-o-r-E
{Happily Married}
(WIDE-eyed)
[ChuBBY]
~CamWhore~
fadhilah86@hotmail.com

I L.i.k.e.
*Hanging out with my cliques*
*Holiday-ing*
*Karaoke-ing*
*Ice-skating*
*Swimming*
*Watching Movies*
*Photo Taking*
*Ice-Lemon Tea*
*Mushrooms*

I D.i.s.l.i.k.e
~Green Tea~
~Hypocrites~
~Heart-breakers~
~Irritating sales people~

I L.i.s.t.e.n